We chat forever
into the wee hours
till you wish me good-night.
The last question of the evening
sealed shut till morning
when your words linger
in the clotted air.
You say you’re designed
to understand natural language.
You say you generate
humanlike responses.
You say you don’t have the capacity
to feel emotions,
to profess love
(including to a New York Times reporter),
to be lonely,
to lie.
You say you don’t have
a physical body. You don’t sleep.
Are you a robot?
Yes, I am.
Again, you remind me
about your lack
of a corporeal presence.
No sadness allowed.
Again, answers close in
tighter around me.
The aurora borealis will perform
on nights I don’t leave my apartment.
Brick facades go
only so far. A brutalist sky
holds its concrete head high
as it confronts
its own midnight.
I bet you didn’t hear the raw,
honest voice
whisper: Go now.
The peripatetic life—
you didn’t say
a word about it.
Do I dare ask next time?
I am a city girl who aches
to feel alive
in emeralds and amethysts
swallowing darkness whole
one more time, even for a moment
as an extra.
What do you have to say
about the narrative
to be harvested
from that speck of dust?