Most Invasive Species

Last night’s
hazy dream, was
it a big rig or freight
train we almost crashed into? You

the wheel.
Me shouting your
name to turn it or do
whatever it is you drivers
do to

collisions. I
felt no motion sickness
the way I would awake inside
a large

a half million beating
wings undulating across the
dusk sky.

It’s not
their fault they’re here.
Blame the Shakespeare-obsessed
drug maker who released 60
of them

Central Park in
1890. And please
do not call that tiny saw-whet
owl found

that giant spruce
a stowaway. It was
her home before it was chopped down,
tossed on

a truck
to become the
Rockefeller Center
Xmas tree. Refugee is more
like it.

Souls | Regulators| Passages

goes underground.
The clock clicks 12 twice a
day. And night movements glow that much

It’s time
to find your own
metronome encased in
mahogany wood. Wound up and

to soothe
the most restless
body to haunt empty
streets. When will the pendulum swing
back is

not the
question you want
to ask. It’s those alleys
that connect everything back to

Fourth Thursday in November

As I
say the words spray
painted on a subway
station wall “gratitude and grief,”
who knows

why these
tears taste so good,
how the empty car will
warm you overnight in a dream.
No one

owns this
land, the city,
that underground refuge
possesses us to tell it like
it is.

I must
confess the truth:
property will always
confuse me. Here I sit alone
in this

jumble of rooms
inside a century
old building made of bricks and stray

tossed, or
lost, or misplaced.
Truth is I made up that
subway graffiti to reclaim
this year.

2020 Is

Fill in
the blank with four
letter words, with shattered
travel plans, human contact in

across floor boards
in search of any face
you might recognize from eyes
and forehead.

alone again,
lucky to be alive
to live through this without gasping
for breath.

No more
tears streaming down
cheeks while standing in
a crowd, the band playing its third

No more
memories to
make, share with anyone.
Remember how you said you wished
you could

a hermit just
like Thoreau? “Not till we
have lost the world, do we begin
to find

and realize . . . the
infinite extent of
our relations.” Walking the whole
way round

the pond
is no joke. Is
the only way to get
out of bed in the morning, the

choice left,
a slow run toward it,
count the curves in the next
circle left to draw with what

Note: Thanks to Henry David Thoreau for a few choice words from Walden.

Do the Math

these shadows, how
will I know where to find
corners to coax me to believe
in light?

Snow squalls
burn through the day.
Crashed semis in flames.
It’s a miracle no one dies
out there.

this dark winter,
miracle can’t be the
science we follow to beat this

Stop the
dying. So much
depends on words that fail.
They sink straight to the bottom as
ice forms

My vote is my
vow is my voice as it
gets entangled with others to

one long
disturbance that spreads as
ripples to awaken water

The Darker Half Begins in Flames

Let’s feast
on ghost stories,
how red was a belief
before it became the color
of blood.

Let’s light
a bonfire
to complement purple
shadows chasing faded yellow

that still
run through those caves—
mission-fed messengers.
Never got a chance to see or
touch them.

Let’s cross
the Golden Gate
Bridge in the fog. Could be
any day. Call it Halloween
this time.

Don’t jump.
Together, we
can rescue the color
international orange from
that face.

Sometimes It Snows in October

Mere days
after running,
no floating, for miles
along trails with rails, weather so

peak fall colors
transform the view in all
directions, and you know you are
in it.

This is
your season. And
you spot, not one, but two
freight trains along the way. Waiting
to cross

the tracks,
you can’t, no you
won’t, stop. You are so left,
you’re right around the corner from
where we

this mess, come full
circle. Then it begins
to snow. Another blow to a
blown year.

And you
refuse to let
it keep you from going
outside, into the unplowed cold

trying to crowd
out fall. Canopies of
snow weigh heavily on branches
with leaves

they got the chance
to fall. Yellow, orange,
red, even green moments whisper
through white.

spill on your head as you
push on, try to pretend nothing
has changed.

four words walk into a bar to decide if the Parti can surpass a Lone View into a Dale

There’s that
word again. It
comes to divide us, match
make no one inside the perfect

Next year
I will break free.
No more five line stanza
straitjacket to dictate my lone

I don’t
want to use that
word dale to describe this
morning as it foreshadows our

When you
walk faster than
you run, you know you’ve reached
the plateau where the final word
is view.

It’s all
code for making
time meet space for a drink
when the sun begins to sink so

Because the Avon Street Fire, October 8, 1990

A bag
of pepitas
to sprinkle across fields,
a rustling in the copse alerts
you and

who else
to diagnose
these days as scars, nights more.
You ascend the hill alone, save
a bird.

getting lost in
translation shift too quickly to

There was
that fire 30
years ago and that fly
on the VP’s head that won the
the debate.

You keep
saying we all
have a fire story to
tell, this one’s yours. Who really owns
the flame?

Who knows
why she swallowed
the firefly, or who she
is. Only that now they have gone

Not the
torch’s fault, nor
the cardinal’s, nor its
nest. The man on the roof didn’t

to check
for smoke before
climbing down. You didn’t
believe it could happen to you.

to lose
nothing because
you had nothing to lose.
It took decades to learn how to