Who invited this
body in? How did I get inside
here? This trunk
of a beast
carries me back—
back to a time when
a shining
was a person, place,
or thing of interest.
When instant karma
ruined our eyes
as we stared
directly into the midday sun.
Another apparition appears
to block the cellar door.
I would not dare
crack open
the piece of amber
I’ve been massaging
into a worry stone
over the years.
Before anyone asks
why, well, we were
so young. Too young
to understand how
the shells we collected
with his sister
would never hold
the shape
of the ocean
come fall
on the mainland.
And the memory of the waves
rendered us sweetly mute
without a trace of shame.