After all these years, all
you have said, you’re still
afraid
of him. He has only a few
words left. They won’t hurt. Rarely did.
It was the ones
he threw at those around you.
To be so privileged
can be a burden. In his weakened
state, new hip just beginning to settle
into the mechanism that is
what’s left
of his life, why
this fear? Yes,
you’re losing him
the way we all lose
one another. There are no guarantees,
no ultimate reprieves. This is a slow burn
singe around your original
edges. No way comes without terror.
Whose? Yours? His?
All of those others?
With the spoken
language disintegrated,
what’s left is this raw
love. You must look it
in the eye. Don’t turn
your head off his
steady gaze. Remember,
who he is.
Amy, I love it. Gets right down to the marrow.
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Thanks Matt. My father has Alzheimer’s with severe aphasia–sometimes I can’t write about it all, and sometimes it’s the only thing I can write about.
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a really good poem for public & personal reasons
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Thanks. I appreciate your comment. It’s hard for me to not write from the personal, and I hope that I can offer something to someone out there.
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i like that you ended with remember who he is, not remember who he was…so easy in those moments to get trapped in who they were…nice one.
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full of logic and wonder,
it does work that way in life,
beautiful poem!
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super poem… liked it… very nice
im here from Jingle’s rally
you can check my poem at
http://megzone.wordpress.com/2010/04/21/thursday-poets-rally-muddled-mind/
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really appreciate the hard look at life on the decline. Remember is a word that needs to be stressed
Thanks
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Really hard hitting words there! ❤ Hope all is well now *hugs*
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full of passion, love, feelings.. very well done..i like it! good job! 😀
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I like it very much especially when I read it out loud.
Very nice presentation.
Happy Thursday!
Mine is here
hugs
shakira
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My grandmother suffered from Alzheimer’s as well…I am here by way of Jingle and am now following 🙂
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Thanks for your comments. It is a brutal disease.
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wow– strong and lean! v.nice!
http://mairmusic.wordpress.com/
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Thanks. I appreciate your taking a look at my work.
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Life can get complicated with a complicated view,,,,,,,
check out my blog
http://blog.divyanshu.net/2010/04/thursday-poets-rally/
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http://jingleyanqiu.wordpress.com/2010/04/24/well-here-comes-the-week-15-rally-awards-and-more/
poetry awards,
plus,
hot blog award,
you are a princess award.
enjoy!
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http://jingleyanqiu.wordpress.com/2010/07/25/thursday-poets-rally-week-25-poetry-awards/
three poetry awards,
plus two general awards,
enjoy!
thanks for the contribution!
😉
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