Smelling Salts at the Scene of Wrong Turns and Heart Wrecks

And that voice inside
the tunnel releases
an echo: move
on, move on, move on

over to this fresh moment.
And she does. Another one

up ahead—no cell vibrations,
time to break old signals,
ride it out till headlights
slap afternoon awake again.

Lost Art

A legacy of doing
the math, a grandmother with a sixth
grade education and pitch thirst, knew

her numbers.
This social networking age tallies
what can’t be counted

on and loses
track of each heart beat. It could be
my job not to forget.

Day 3,042

This fat day,
with its bare branches, precedes no more

ashes for me.
Wipe foreheads, clocks, songs, stairs, smoke
stands, seeds, souls

down. Just for today. Tomorrow I still may
go lean.

Condensation

While you lament the passing
of Chalmers Johnson,
I try to defend the poetry

in window shopping
for dresses—occasionally stopping
to buy. Floral print tees

should bloom on the back
as much as the front.
Semi-translucent is still

classified. This rock
glass holds more

than someone’s meltdown. Some things
are better left unseen.

Sottobosco

Angry late winter wind blows
apart my image
of you—a figure
with feet firmly planted, set apart
from the others. A bed

of needles for any season, a nest
of thought that could incubate
lady slippers to outgrow
their endangerment—
it’s time. Time to cup

my hands into an annual
vessel to catch the belief
again. It leaks, its surface
has become cracked
and stained. Still, each year

I return to the O horizon.
These patterns that define

my fingers—could they be
next? I wonder if I can forget
myself for another spell to hold
that essence of things this time around.

“The Most Fatally Fascinating Thing in America”*

“The stark, unutterable pity,
To be dead, and never again behold my city.”
—James Weldon Johnson, from “My City”

What if this is how it’s going to be—
atmospheric screen frozen,
no rebooting. Only one season left,
all natural warmth from the sun

a myth
our ancestors handed us
on a microwavable platter. The raw
movement dies from lack

of passion.
No more fire
in the belly, no more burning
desire to create friction—

to get next to you. This table wobbles.
That type set to tell on those paintings
has shrunk

to a grunt. I’ve lost
the secret code to maintain
an allusion. This uncoordination
has nothing to do with my left hand.

* James Weldon Johnson, from The Autobiography of an Ex-Colored Man.

Drift—Or Curse of the Smiling Eyes

Slip on ice but don’t fall
down. Seventeen more

days. We want a preview.
If I were a train,

I’d be local
and mostly underground

till I’m not. Sub or el—either way
I’d move people more

than I could ever move you

or me into tomorrow’s
shades of the unstratified.

Or Flaxseed

Why can’t I accept
your invitation—to what
would it be to cause this collapse
of self-awareness. Not a rhetorical question

but one for the digital social etiquette
manual not written

down. Love between bytes
hasn’t caught on. Or, I haven’t caught
it. Inoculation is how I live now. And these invites
seldom require leaving this post

where I navigate traffic
inside a grain of sand.

Air-Bridged Harbor*

“Whose flame/Is the imprisoned lightning.”
—Emma Lazarus, from “The New Colossus”

In a slow return to daylight after hours, she winks
at March and flirts

with her own promises to wake up
a tiny piece

of dirt. Hers is an impassioned lightning
that could strike

even now—before spring.

* also from Emma Lazarus’ “The New Colossus.”

She Quit

Seven dollars still in her pocket
as she rounds the skyway connector
without a detour. No purchase.
necessary—she’s already won

a trip to freedom.
At least an overnighter
while window sills remain banked
with snow here for another seven (or so).