Green Fuse

You buy a plant  you cannot
name, you name a flower
you have not seen. A crimson whim
drives the force 

to tether your ignorance upon your palms,
deep into your nails. 

Press the leaves that fall from portage
into the book you call your current read.
Close the book
that gives you nothing now, 

offers more pressure than impression
in its present function at hand.

A private garden in Georgia
with all of its growth labeled just for you,
is the out-of-town passerby’s exaltation
the way a public arboretum exists to preserve,

educate, enhance,
sector unbiased. You may believe 

because the park where you seek shelter
is a mountain of sod,
waiting for a landscape architect’s next set of drawings,
a city’s next referendum. A place 

you sought for safe haven,
is a scam, a sign, a curse. But you are still the one 

who does not know the name
of the plant hanging ruby rich
above your porch rail,
still the one who could knock her fists against a board, 

an inner ear to loosen a level plane,
a balance beam,
still the one from the clutches
of teeter-totter time ago.

Shape of Angels

If convening for each age
and never laying down to die,
if merely slipping into new clothes
and never changing what they cloak,
this famous convention would have stormed
the Take No Heroes Hotel, 

would be resting in its suites by now. No,
there are nights
when the fullest moon will not offer
even the dimmest halo,
when the double-jointed,
alone crowd the light. 

And with the sky so near,
your ear pressed to the wall,
you will hear the din—
a convention of devilish nymphs scratch high
in the mountains. Never-extinct, they
crunch other suns between their teeth.

Couture

Each dress is a poem
I didn’t write. Wish 

I did. Take them off
with care. Each one 

must keep its shape 

to remind me
I could be real.

EGO (Day 2,272)

“How describe the world seen without a self?”
—Virginia Woolf, The Waves 

Enter this garden
of obsession. Edge growth
out to fill beds 

with worry
stones. Ease your way
from grimaces to oval 

reflection pools. Exit
through this iron gate
to a new order where 

you might begin to see how
there could be a world 

without the self.

Non-Refundable

She wants to scream
into another night she won’t enter—
let there be no more day ones,
let this fear dissolve 

with chalk on a sidewalk
in the rain
to keep this disease quiet
straight on till morning. 

So many conditions to be met
after dark. She pretends to be a stranger
when a drunken shadow approaches—
it’s the only thing left to do.

Outside the Fence

Through galvanized steel diamonds,
we exchange words. I can almost feel
your breath brush off
this skin I wear. As much as I want 

that zinc and wire to dissolve
so I can touch your blues harp marred lips,
please don’t sing them to pieces.
I need you

to disappear
into the curve of your unspoken
phrases, so I can continue 

to be blown away
with these tree branches breaking against night.

Mississippi Burden

Release me
from these lucid dreams. The more
I try to control the mind
toward a reencounter with you in a garden
level coffee bar, the less 

I know about sleeping
flowers on this bluff
overlooking the confluence
of two rivers. What gets tended
in the dark could grow 

into more than what I believe, a grace
over dogma rising
from sandy soil. I am carrying fear 

in a basket my ancestral women transported
with time on their heads, by turns, to reach the big 

river, to spill
the contents into turbulent waters, 

to no longer believe in
the terror of the flood, the promise
of drought. So far, I am not 

balancing it
on my head, but on my left hip
below the heart. I’m still hoping
you’ll catch my right
to pull me into your current, to take everything 

from me, so I have nothing left
to drop.

RSVP

The more she intends
to appear, the less
likely she will. Her
disorder does not translate
well. This is not commentary, this is 

fear. She tricks herself into
showing up for the next 

inhale, then the exhale will
follow, no questions asked. Except
one. An aside.

Kettle On

The back burner’s blue
flame in this dark is too blue
to become my personal amethyst—
too close to scorched red metal
not to be.

Day 1,256

She dreams of exploding
into tiny corkscrews
of stained purple paper
dropping onto a wooden floor. 

She wishes she could inspire you
to rage over the mess.
She cannot understand
how you might sweep away

or ignore the color
she believes she might become
if only she could break open
her relationship to trees.