What was once a blush
you so eagerly sought
to induce has become
a flush
into my middle
age. The gap has been shrinking
steadily for nine years. I hope to catch
you in another nine. Grief—nothing
embarrassing about it.
What was once a blush
you so eagerly sought
to induce has become
a flush
into my middle
age. The gap has been shrinking
steadily for nine years. I hope to catch
you in another nine. Grief—nothing
embarrassing about it.
When the surface below
her feet can no longer be
trusted and she can no longer hold
in that scream, sweat and fever break
before unsuspecting eyes. What happens
to old souls at middle
age? She lost hers
in the bottom of a bottle
of Rioja, a fermenting worm hoarding
all visionary movement in its ringed
pulse, only recovered
it in the past decade. Is it preserved
or a witness
to exquisite decay? Relax,
roll with it, let your timbre
do its catch and release. But, no,
she can’t. She’s not ready to expose that worm
to its reflection in the glass
floor. She still believes
a ceiling would be a better prop.