The color
pink speaks out
of turn, interrupts red
with a white streak
of thought
grenades. It rains.
Lightning decorates
the lilac sky. Waiting
for a serious dose
of thunder—there is
no blue.
The color
pink speaks out
of turn, interrupts red
with a white streak
of thought
grenades. It rains.
Lightning decorates
the lilac sky. Waiting
for a serious dose
of thunder—there is
no blue.
Expectations for the long arm
of light to cradle her—better
yet jolt her—into a wider frame
can only lead to one thing:
disillusionment
that after tonight everything begins
to shrink. Or, there’s another one: relief
that summer is poised to stretch across
the best spills and spans.
Light is a memory
of itself by the time
it messes with her
view to cast this shadow
in triplicate. Her hand moves
across a flat whiteness,
her fingers navigate
the journey to this wall
edge—one no descending
darkness can erase.
This color collision—red
splayed onto green—isn’t
on purpose. She would not presume
to celebrate what cannot be
celebrated by someone
whose beliefs lie
inside another palette,
reveal themselves without complementary
aids. It happens—pigments
go where they must, or
where they might. It is that
she chooses this pariah
life—this bundle of exploded light
debris—which spells out memories
left unretrieved. It is this
abandonment
to be true.