Sottobosco

Angry late winter wind blows
apart my image
of you—a figure
with feet firmly planted, set apart
from the others. A bed

of needles for any season, a nest
of thought that could incubate
lady slippers to outgrow
their endangerment—
it’s time. Time to cup

my hands into an annual
vessel to catch the belief
again. It leaks, its surface
has become cracked
and stained. Still, each year

I return to the O horizon.
These patterns that define

my fingers—could they be
next? I wonder if I can forget
myself for another spell to hold
that essence of things this time around.

The Devolution Won’t Be Televised

Cockroaches of the sea
with a sting, jellyfish swarm
near our shore
and ones in Spain, Australia, Japan.
If it really is survival 

of the fittest and the bees keep dying
inland, I need to fall 

in love with a faceless
marauder, need to embrace
a new kind of welt the way I used to embrace
you and your luxurious, endangered
kisses on the rock 

studded beach, now closed
for the rest of the summer. First, yellow
flags for caution,
then red to say no
to swimming in the rip current, and now this blue. 

They are invisible
till it’s too late.  Should I have let you
bite me
the way you asked? Why
didn’t you just do it without waiting for permission? Why 

didn’t we ignore the red flags,
let the pull and drag
determine our next move? You weren’t
a very good swimmer.  This is why I must
learn how to love all over again. 

You were better
with bees in the field, protected
by a wooded hillside of Pine and Lady Slippers.