What Wants to Be Found

Not marble, shale, leftover concrete, pieces of a letter
her grandmother wrote the summer before she died. 

An article on the history of Saint Anthony Falls, milling along
the mighty river, grain refined into flour, torn photos revealing explosions 

about to happen between two people unraveling
their love. A chapter from a science textbook on estuaries, 

salt granules strewn across a diner booth table. A slice of ruby 

nagahyde laying on the pavement beside an oversized dumpster,
the blood stain spreading across fertile ground. She places everything side by side, 

doesn’t use a blender. Her thinking is as collaged as a map
of her love life before the end of the cold war—overlaps 

exposed, tale ends hidden, holes carved into the ice, she might go diving
into the river before it thaws all the way through. The need 

to be found has become so acute.

No Rote

Entangled in a net of no one
to blame’s making, I forget
what I said yesterday 

about this pier and its hurricane
scars. About to begin
another plunge into dense 

deconstructions
of choppy water. About to listen
for those dirges we prepared, buried 

in this sand before I began 

to follow musicians around with this
spill—I don’t forget theirs,
they come ashore with ease.

Gargoyle or Caryatid

Crouched above
you, she holds
everything against
the mantle and flicks 

lit matches,
narrowly escaping
your exposed
proud flesh. I could be 

her before another
renovation after rain.

Loners Club

Each time I break
this silence to join
a conversation, I have to start 

at the beginning
again to learn
what I’ve missed since the last 

time I was human.

These Old Repressed Gargoyles

No position to be in, vertebrate
lips stick together standing
up. Does the female possess 

the male, or does he just swim
upside down? That damned secretion is used 

for balance. Incapable of flight—
two hundred eggs still 

to be transferred. If only
propulsion ended here. 

(found poem from Science Is Fiction: The Films of Jean Painlevé, edited by Andy Masaki Bellows and Marina McDougall with Brigitte Berg)

True Urban North

Another bundle up surprise
to dodge the moaning
bulk of one sanitation
truck in fall snow sputter 

and mount is too soon, is to
become extinct not soon enough.

Could Be Ambidextrous

All the beautiful
moments have been taken.
What’s left 

in my releasing
hands is this—
truthful seep into the less 

elastic skin of memory.

Today’s Delivery

Song crosses a bridge
wood-cut, film is
cabin built and framed 

inside a postage stamp
she would be afraid to use
unless she were to write 

you a letter for
wallpapering another dead 

letter office.  We all live
there at some point
on the span we cross, 

oblivious and blinded by the crashing
irony of an ocean
called peace.