Threshold

I let the spider go. If
the cat gets it,
that’s his business. I’m employed

by other fears—larger,

invisible, transportable up
the bedroom wall
by other means.

Natural Pause

It’s not going to kill
me—this chemistry 

experiment being
performed inside the boundary
between me and
everything else. Unused. 

Cessation. It gets erased
gradually.

Could Be Ambidextrous

All the beautiful
moments have been taken.
What’s left 

in my releasing
hands is this—
truthful seep into the less 

elastic skin of memory.

Sworn In On Out

She never takes room—a spillover
lover from his last book
of bed times 

and sleeping porches
in a town so much 

warmer than here. Where
he would say fuck out
loud, she would be a collapsed 

chorus of giggles:
Who is this
who makes me fall  

down so easily into
spasms without withdrawal,
not even from a drop 

of espresso
that woman splattered 

on her way out the door? But
he sings it instead, and that
just makes her stand steady for more.

Make It, Lie In It

Frost on the empty
bottle in a dying
flower
bed, I don’t know what to make             

of this month’s crisp cache.
A locked black metal trunk affixed
to a downtown
bus shelter’s glass 

backing holds those same
secrets—no public access, and I’m not 

ready to go so private without
you, crawling along, ready
to wrap my swollen feet
in your final scroll.

Fall Down Green

Overheard. I don’t need a sitting
room, I need 

a universal
room where you can go 

to burn
off surprise. And kindling 

would be so because
these are ginkgo leaves 

and this is October
and that is snow.