Helen’s Hour

Bumping against the half century
mark, she recalls (it’s time for that—right?)
a large wooden hour

glass she used to tip. Did it really
take 60 minutes for every last grain
of sand to slip through
that mouthless bottle

neck? She imagines
her grandmother would collect
jars of sand from the rocky beach

that doubled as their waterfront
cottage’s front yard—a promenade
shrinking into a cool rippled
bay. Not a surfer’s surface. She would be

Grandma’s little helper—eager
to pick out bits of sea
glass and chipped shells

for her own bragger’s collection
to tote back to the Midwest
at summer’s end. How did she do it—get the sand
into that perfectly narrow glass

female figure? It probably wasn’t her
doing after all. But she likes to recollect
images as she pleases to pronounce:

The imagination is not dead. It’s alive
and confidently working its way
into the 21st century. And no creeping

tidal shift will wash it away. Her hands have begun
to wrinkle like that old woman’s. And she realizes
this might not be so bad after all.

Carry On

Blow drying leather
sandals she wore
in a downpour does nothing

to relieve her of the desire
to uncover the secret

to standing still. Gerunds are lovable
tools no matter what
that other poet said. Just saying.

East Chop

He didn’t learn
his long division
in time. She began to walk

to school when she was three. Photos
of lighthouses do not

sink. She missed
her chance to belong
to one island

when she cheated. Fell
in love

with another. Manhattan.
Strangely, it still comes as a surprise—
it is one too.

July One

If she plants the seeds
blended into the pulp
of that message I sent
ground, what

sprouts will be fewer syllables,
less energy spent
on transit. A garden poem
for those who prefer theirs

not so defined—simply Sweet

William Pinks, Rocket
Larkspur, Wallflower, Catchfly,
Five Spot,

English Daisy, Sweet
Alyssum, Lemon Mist, Spurned
Snapdragon, Blue
Flax, Black-
Eyed Susan.

 

Measure

Expectations for the long arm
of light to cradle her—better
yet jolt her—into a wider frame

can only lead to one thing:
disillusionment
that after tonight everything begins

to shrink. Or, there’s another one: relief
that summer is poised to stretch across
the best spills and spans.

Permanent Pause

Birthdays are present
tense even when the honoree is past

tense. In a year’s time,
I will surpass him in living

years. It’s a lie
that we can’t catch up

to, surpass, one another. I make
no predictions. Stand still could be

a quality of light
or shade of blue. I can see

only glare—no faces reflected
in the atrium wall, could be

a window if
you’re into that kind of thing.

Arch

His brows came to me
in an early morning

dream—the phase between involuntary
twitching and vision adjusting

to new light. What was irresistible
becomes grotesque. Even I have limits

to exaggeration. My love is
not exponential.

Some of it becomes invisible. Still,
I am pleased to open

my eyes to engage expressions
as they appear.

Can You Hear Me Now?

Get any closer to the mouth
piece could kill you. The bitch

in me steps outside
the invisible line I draw

each morning. I wasn’t paying
attention. Never thought I could

turn anything out. But fear
and pride conspire to plot

a demise—not mine. Not a suicide
left in the garden.

Outage

Within minutes
of waking, she loses

power. What gets restored
smells different
in a more constant

light. It’s here, there—observed,
or not. If she can turn herself in

to weather in all its variations,
(in)visibility, she might just fit
inside this untethered moment.