“A writer is essentially a spy. . . .
With used furniture he makes a tree.
A writer is essentially a crook.”
—Anne Sexton (from “The Black Art”)
When we were lovers,
I didn’t know how
to wear lipstick.
When we were lovers,
we built and broke
our own code.
The Def Leppard
drummer still
used both hands.
Orwell’s novel
did not come true.
Ronald Reagan was president.
When we were lovers,
I had all the licenses
I would ever get—none.
When we were lovers,
you were thick,
I was snug.
We had no world
wide web. MTV was born.
Mark Zuckerberg, not yet.
We didn’t need replacements. Heard music
beneath stars, discovered our bodies’ perfect cadence
in a station wagon way-back.
When we were lovers,
house alarms went off
spontaneously.
When we were lovers,
eating ice cream was erotic—
didn’t give me stomach aches yet.
One bath almost shared.
One shower together
after three years of waiting.
We got locked inside a courtyard
outside a Brooklyn brownstone
and didn’t care.
When we were lovers,
a waft of ghostly smoke
occasionally hovered over the river.
When we were lovers,
we fought as intensely.
Almost.
We could reignite
as soon as one of us got off a plane
at the airport gate.
Thornton Pool had a high dive.
I belly-flopped off it.
You watched a swan glide down.
When we were lovers,
you would drive me home
at daybreak.
When we were lovers,
time stood still
but not for long enough.
When we were lovers,
we couldn’t keep our hands
off each other.
One letter got lost
for months.
Our timing was off.
Before 1950, making love
to one another could happen
through the mail without touching.
When we were lovers, we didn’t know how
three decades later we might submerge ourselves
in deep water to resuscitate the lost art.
Night & Day Poems of Amy Nash 