Vacation Blindness

Could be that smell
of the outdoor pool
in the center of a ring
of motor lodge rooms—no interior
hallway, no escape
from a three-year-old’s
fate. Could be those Thanksgiving
celebrations held in hotel
ballrooms—all the family,
including a father’s wives past,
present, future. And affiliated
teens. Could be how adulthood changes
associations to reach this time
of obsession with inns—

urban, seaside, roadside, airport

side, and the stories they hold
for her to rescue. She’s ready
to roll out her ladder, she’s sleeping
in the double bed next to the window
overlooking a courtyard fountain
tonight. Sealed shut,
it barricades her from that pungent hint
of chlorine. Just in case
someone might fall in.

Could Count as a Tweet—But It’s Not

The more you became not what I thought you were pretending to be the more I wanted to define you within my cracked dictionary of obsession.

Dial an Arbor

One hundred Bronx trees can speak
along the Grand Concourse. She wants to believe
they’ll speak

without the drink, will be interactive, won’t tumble
into monologues
with the arrogance to think

they are so different. She’s going to continue
to listen for them through light
rain and substantial winds. The stories they will tell.

Atrium

A raised voice demands
she eavesdrop. She who doesn’t deal
with ice dams.
Just because she rents doesn’t mean

she has a rented life. Owner, author,
anonymous, and all
other echoes—turn up the volume.

Ferried

“Their whistles weird shadows of sound.”
—Sara Teasdale, from “From the Woolworth Tower”

Paint her as a child
on the one that crosses
Vineyard Sound. Forget to warn him
when the whistle blows
above his always lilting

head. Impress upon those who might
refuse to reflect on anything
more than a moment
old that memory comes with the package—
stories stored and ripe

for a dusting off
embellishment. Liars and thieves
in the best sense of those words—
weird and sound.

Smelling Salts at the Scene of Wrong Turns and Heart Wrecks

And that voice inside
the tunnel releases
an echo: move
on, move on, move on

over to this fresh moment.
And she does. Another one

up ahead—no cell vibrations,
time to break old signals,
ride it out till headlights
slap afternoon awake again.

Condensation

While you lament the passing
of Chalmers Johnson,
I try to defend the poetry

in window shopping
for dresses—occasionally stopping
to buy. Floral print tees

should bloom on the back
as much as the front.
Semi-translucent is still

classified. This rock
glass holds more

than someone’s meltdown. Some things
are better left unseen.

“The Most Fatally Fascinating Thing in America”*

“The stark, unutterable pity,
To be dead, and never again behold my city.”
—James Weldon Johnson, from “My City”

What if this is how it’s going to be—
atmospheric screen frozen,
no rebooting. Only one season left,
all natural warmth from the sun

a myth
our ancestors handed us
on a microwavable platter. The raw
movement dies from lack

of passion.
No more fire
in the belly, no more burning
desire to create friction—

to get next to you. This table wobbles.
That type set to tell on those paintings
has shrunk

to a grunt. I’ve lost
the secret code to maintain
an allusion. This uncoordination
has nothing to do with my left hand.

* James Weldon Johnson, from The Autobiography of an Ex-Colored Man.

Or Flaxseed

Why can’t I accept
your invitation—to what
would it be to cause this collapse
of self-awareness. Not a rhetorical question

but one for the digital social etiquette
manual not written

down. Love between bytes
hasn’t caught on. Or, I haven’t caught
it. Inoculation is how I live now. And these invites
seldom require leaving this post

where I navigate traffic
inside a grain of sand.

She Quit

Seven dollars still in her pocket
as she rounds the skyway connector
without a detour. No purchase.
necessary—she’s already won

a trip to freedom.
At least an overnighter
while window sills remain banked
with snow here for another seven (or so).